Surviving
February 5, 2009
There was once a time when I was in love with a man who didn’t know if he loved me. I certainly did love him. The equation never sat right and ultimately he left. I fought for him, stooped quite low in fact and even today when I remember him and the things I did to win him back, I feel embarrassed and small.
This time, I am not putting up a fight. If someone feels that they deserve better than me, then so be it. If some one feels that I am not good enough, then I will not want to correct them. I will silently move on.
Time has taught me to manage on my own. I am a survivor. And I don’t need a man by my side.
Entry Filed under: Bipolar Disorders, Borderline Personality Disorder, Dear Diary, Love, Marriage, Rants, Thoughts, aimless, musings. .





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